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We fall, we stumble, get hurt, make mistakes. But most importantly, we Learn!! :)



Wednesday, December 8, 2010


Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you’re going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, because straight up; it’s gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you; and that’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway? Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, and really. Do you want to hear that? No. So screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you, when he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’ll never get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, and he does it out of spite just because he knows it’s killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways, he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he only does that because he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all going to hurt. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on his wallpaper. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, or maybe months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it’s him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to get back together with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon going to realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you think of calling when you’re upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s going to hurt; its going to hurt a lot. But you know what you’re going to do? You’re going to hold your head up. You’re going to show him you’re better off without him and you don’t need him in your life. You’re going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting you go and that you never really needed him anyway.


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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Don't know what to do and Don't know what to say!


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Friday, November 12, 2010

There were and always have been kids who just can’t wait to grow up. Ready for the next year, the next birthday, to proclaim that they’re a year older.

And let me tell you, I was never one of those kids. The only reason I liked birthdays was because it meant people coming over to my house and eating food and playing with me. I didn’t care about the entire getting older idea. If I could I would stay in pre-school, play with toys all day long, avoid naps and live each day like there was no tomorrow.

I want to go back to a time when boys were just people who had cooties and nothing more. I want to go back to when homework meant coloring in a picture and getting a good job stamp. I want to go back to a time when we had recess. I want to go back to a time when people didn’t expect much from me. I want to go back to a time when becoming friends was as easy as a question.

Tell me, why did I have to grow up? Why do we all have to grow up?

It’s been so long since I’ve actually felt rested, at peace, content. One day will be great and then the next day will throw me into a abyss of loneliness. Sometimes I just question why I even exist. WHY.

I miss the times when asking why meant asking why the sky was blue.

Now why means, why did he have to hurt me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I have to do this homework? Why do I have to go to college? Why do I exist? Why why why why?

I just want to shut my brain off sometimes. Turn off all emotions, turn off everything. I want to stop the anger, the sadness, the feeling of being so helpless. Stop the loneliness and the tears.

When I was little, I cried because I fell on the playground. I cried because someone took my crayon. I cried because the teacher had raised her voice at me. I cried for a completely different set of reasons.

Now, now I cry because I can’t keep myself together. I cry because I can’t stop the feelings of being lonely despite the fact I’m surrounded by people. I cry because that one kid took my heart and never gave it back.

I care too much. Sometimes I get why so many people harden up and refuse to love. Sometimes I understand why people just stop caring. Because it sometimes hurts to care.

Just, why? Why am I here? I’m lost again, so damn lost.



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Friday, September 3, 2010



First of all, i would like to say Ahhhhhhhhhh I'M SO MISS HIM!!!!!!...... my life have been very busy with all studies, i have really no time for everything at all which is so good because i don't really have time to think about the past that i have been damn HURT! and i cannot forget forever. come back to my studies....... it's great and i am happy with my result.... i'm totally tried so hard to get a good result and i wish i wanted to continue my studies oversea :) HOPE HOPE HOPE AND HOPE. Hmmmmm sick for 1 a week just getting better. miss all my friends in school. i haven't laugh :( i felt like its so long... but i will be back on next week guys :) SHIT!! EXAM is on next week!! DAMN!



I totally LOVE this picture..... there is alot of meaning, you guys try to look at it :)







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Sunday, July 18, 2010


I LOVE S P O N G B O B !!!!!!!






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Monday, July 12, 2010


เพราะความ รักและความผูกพัน เป็นแค่นามธรรม ไม่มีตัวตน

เป็นเรื่องของความ รู้สึก เป็นเรื่องของคนสองคน

ที่มีเส้นใยบางๆ เกาะเกี่ยวกันไว้

คนที่จะตอบคำถามได้ดีที่สุด คือ ตัวเราเอง

อยู่ที่ ว่า . . . เราจะเลือกคำตอบแบบไหน

แต่ . . . ทางเลือกมีไม่มากนัก

เดินหน้า ถอยหลัง หรือยืนนิ่งๆ

ขึ้นอยู่ว่าเราจะพาหัวใจไปทางไหน

ต้องมีสักทางทำให้เราเจ็บตัวน้อยที่สุด

อย่าให้ความผูกพัน มาทำให้เราอ่อนแอ

เพราะถ้าเมื่อไหร่ที่ผูกพัน ความรักจะค่อยๆ ลดลง

จนกลายเป็นเฉยชา ทั้งๆ ที่หมดรัก


แต่เพราะความผูกพันที่มีอยู่

ทำให้คิดไปว่าจริงๆ แล้วยังคงรัก

กว่าจะ เริ่มรู้สึกตัว ก็ถลำลึกเกินกว่าคำว่า 'เสียใจ'


แต่

ความรัก..กับ ความผูกพัน
หน้าตาคล้าย กัน .. เหมือนซ้าย-ขวา
แต่ถ้าเมื่อไหร่ที่ ...

รู้สึกว่า .. คิดถึง .. แล้วมาหา คือ .... รัก
รู้สึกว่า .. เคยมาหา .. เลยมาหา คือ .. ผูกพัน

รู้สึกว่า .. หิว ... แต่อยากรอ คือ .. รัก
รู้สึก ว่า .. อิ่มแล้ว .. อยากเอามาฝาก คือ .. ผูกพัน

รู้สึกว่า .. อยากให้เวลากันและกัน คือ ..... รัก
รู้สึกว่า .. อยากใช้เวลาด้วยกัน คือ .. ผูกพัน

รู้สึกว่า .. หงุดหงิดคือทำให้อีกคนไม่สบายใจ คือ .. รัก
รู้สึกว่า .. โกรธคือทำให้อีกคนสำนึกบ้าง คือ .. ผูกพัน

รู้สึก ว่า .... ไม่มีนาทีไหนไม่คิดถึง คือ .. รัก
รู้สึกว่า .. นาทีไหนที่ว่างจะคิดถึง คือ .... ผูกพัน

ขอบคุณเหลือเกิน .... ความผูกพัน .. ที่ทำให้รัก
ขอบคุณเหลือเกิน .. รักที่เป็นมากกว่า .. ความผูกพัน

เคยไหมรักใครคนหนึ่ง ด้วยความรู้สึกว่า
เคยผูกพัน เหมือนเคยรักกัน แล้วพลัดพราก
ต้องมาตามหากันเป็นแรมปี
ถ้าน้องๆเคย รู้สึกอย่างนี้
ยามที่มองแววตาใครคนนั้น
แล้วรู้สึกอยากอยู่ข้าง ๆ
เพื่อ คอยกางแขนปกป้องและดูแลไปตลอดชีวิต
ความรู้สึกนั้น .. เรียกว่า รักและผูกพัน
ความรู้สึกที่ .. มิอาจพรากจากกัน ได้อีก
แม้เพียง หนึ่งเสี้ยววินาที



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Sunday, July 11, 2010


Shorter & Shorter!!!






=)


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